Apr 11, 2014
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reactiviting this semi-dormant blog with a poem for spring!

lacking a better title, i call this ‘it’s april- 2014 edition’

It’s April. I recently married
and the tree outside my apartment
turned white overnight with blooms:
now it leans, fatigued with blooming, sprawled
against the ash-dark wall.

My body, a house
lived in for years,
rented, rented, on indefinite terms,
is built anew, itself and all its rooms,
its newly painted eaves.
Scales drop from the unfolding leaves,
and lush spring blue
insinuates itself into

this city

Small things: Lifting my sleeves
to the elbow, rolling
each pant to the knee,
sundresses hung for sale along the street
like liberty’s flags—
My house is not a child’s house, it is 

a woman’s house and mine

and the air that burned me bathes me now
gently, gently, all the way
down Sixth Avenue.

Mar 20, 2014
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so delightful

soviet-era illustrations of “the hobbit” (or “the xobbit,” in russian)

i’m a lifelong tolkien fan and this is a true delight



Feb 16, 2014
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I like to surround myself with people with skills that could be useful. That’s something I always keep in mind with friends or boyfriends.

<3 aubrey plaza.

i love parks and rec, but “safety not guaranteed” is such a great, great movie too.

(Source: mayawiig, via awkwardly-a-turtle)

Feb 16, 2014
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i’ve been tryin’ to build up my Twitter feed (because it’s de rigeur for a journalist in 2014, apparently), but in lieu of too many microupdates about my life (which is not that exciting) i’ve been experimenting with micropoetry - trying to fit poems into 140 characters is something of a delicious challenge!

i’ve written 4 in the last 2 days, so here they are:

He sits like a Rodin
Cramped with effort of thought, reading.
I wait. Cracks open in me,
duchamp-glass girl,
I swear
They were my intent.”


Ash, pine, and oak
All far away in the city.
Dense buildings shift at the root
And sway til the tar cracks in the street.”

Sand presses into glass, then shards again.
In a month of rain
I couldn’t put them together.
Some things are close as they can be
in the palm of your hand.”

"In bed, the drear thing
pulled me down.
It was the waiting I felt.
Letting time ravel itself
like a rope, & drop.”

Jan 28, 2014
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poem for 2 film stills

Poem for 2 Film Stills

The last time I saw her she was quiet
between three paintings,
still as a frame 
between a Trinity’s clasped hands.

Now she’s
a de Kooning woman,
but blurred,
slashed through
with a blood-bright color or two.

I thought I saw her again
in another museum, in a dark room
full of videoed stars and fantail fish,
and my throat cramped around her name,

catching the sound in close. The stranger’s jaw
wasn’t hers, the glasses’ frames
too tight at the head
the shoulders too broad
and besides, she’s dead—

But love of the dead doesn’t cease. It keeps
on, brined
in the dark jar of the heart.
It flows in to the absent shape,
keeping the form, restless
and still, it is
the way the light is.

Nov 29, 2013
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Translation: “A body’s been given to me,” Osip Mandelstam, 1909

A body’s been given to me—what shall I do with it,
so singular, and so mine?

For the joy of living quietly, and breathing,
To whom, tell me, shall I give my thanks?

I am the gardener, and I am the flower;
I am not alone in the prison of this world.

My warm breath is already fixed
on the glass of eternity.

A pattern is fixed on it,
Unrecognizable in recent days.

Let the moments flow on their turbid way—
The dear pattern will not be stricken out.

Sep 13, 2013
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two poems for yom kippur

A Poem for the 2,000 Chickens That Died of Heat Exhaustion in Boro Park this Wednesday

I don’t feel any particular sympathy for you chickens
most of the time, my love begins
and ends at the scrumptious yellow marbling 
under your skin, but

nothing should die of thirst
and unseasonable heat
in a stacked cage on the sidewalk
in New York City

you never got the chance to die for our sins
(at least formally,
rotated thrice with a grip on the wing tendons
and buoyed by the ritual of purgation),

while the clutter & paraphernelia of prayer
was elsewhere assembled indoors,
thousands of prayer books with thin thin pages
and fragrant white hung in plastic sheaths to keep
spotless for the holiday

Why You Shouldn’t Learn Too Much Torah on Yom Kippur

A little is all right,
A little, just to whet
your appetite for the ridgeless 
tedium of prayer,

A verse or two to strengthen your arm
for its concussive impact above the rib bones

Too much and one might
get distracted from the process of repentance

leaning down to flip
to the next verse, the next chapter,

you might lick your arid lips
and wet the pad of your thumb, to turn the page

Sep 11, 2013
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Here’s a weirdly personal 9/11 story:

Twelve years and two days ago, I celebrated my bat mitzvah, on September 9, 2001. It was big and fancy, in a tent in my backyard; everything was purple, including the purple skirt-suits Sarah Lavin and I wore, somewhat mysteriously, and we had sushi and a glassblower. I came to school that week still buoyed by the experience of the massive party at least nominally in my honor, the gold early-September sun through the unturned trees, etc. And then Tuesday morning, when “terrorist attack” was on everyone’s lips, we watched piped-in news from a Spanish TV channel on the ancient TV we all gathered around at school, which only echoed, through fuzz, the ominous plume of smoke we could see drifting up outside our school windows. As much as anything in my life ever had, and even at that age, it felt as if the two events were connected: the one epitomizing some buoyant, carefree prior era in which life floated along in a lavender haze; and the new era, full of perilous uncertainty, in which crossing the George Washington Bridge took hours, in which just getting home felt like a necessary safety that I could no longer take for granted.

Sep 3, 2013
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Aug 15, 2013
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Bogatyr by Konstantin Kurguzov-Miroshnik


wonder if he ever used that axe on any of my distant relatives
this perfectly captures the feeling my fiance describes as &#8220;cossack ambivalence&#8221;


Bogatyr by Konstantin Kurguzov-Miroshnik


wonder if he ever used that axe on any of my distant relatives

this perfectly captures the feeling my fiance describes as “cossack ambivalence”

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