Sep 3, 2014
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La trahison (the betrayal)


When you find the blue-
green beetle in the grass,
it bites to wound.
Then the jaw sinks back
into a shell smooth as lacquer.
The beast humps off through the dark yard.

Crushed grass-sap leaks into your knees,
and as you rise you weep
for the red-swelled gem
on your thoughtless palm.

What you learned then
you will learn over and over:
the blue and lustrous things you seek
will hurt you,
the damp sudden absence in the bed,
lush, clumsy lies from well-shaped lips,
the apple, pin-stuck,
that leaves blood on your tongue.

Each stab of rancor leaves its weal: even now
you blow on your fingers, wait awhile
before you touch crabgrass in the dark.

Aug 21, 2014
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Late August Pigweed Blues


Summer sieves to its end
so fast it startles. White light slants down toward fall,
gumming the heat-gouged street.

Beads of clammy grime cling to my ribs: 
Throughout the hot night
shouts echo from the stoops. But it ends.

No more redbrick and ivy,
no cloistered classroom days for me again.
I know I’ve tumbled past that rim.

But summer ends. I’ve built my life
loose-bricked; the love I chose
needs work, and further work, to carry on.

Everywhere the burly leaves
go fat with sun and green. Gone
to seed, the pigweed stalks
hurl their heads up through the walks.

Bare branches lurk
through the weeks ahead, and shards 
of conversation slice us up, draw blood.
A stranger has crumpled my blue pillow.
I don’t know if it was me or you.

Aug 12, 2014
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on chasing the perseids


I want to chase stars on the LIRR after dark
down to the lip of the sea
and away from New York.
“Commerce surrounds it
with her surf,” Melville wrote.
He wrote: “Who ain’t a slave?”

My blood’s up. I need a rest
from the insular island of the Mannhatoes
and its white nothing-light, and clouds.

But thunder’s coming
and a terrible rain. It’ll blot 
the stars out. I wonder
how far I’d have to go for a clear sky.

White roof. White sky. I won’t chase
after the Perseids, on a train
that slices billows into foam
down to the warm sea, alone.

But if I could I’d go south
as far as I dared
to watch that salt-dark water burn
under a torrent of glowing air,
and the cold wind batter your black hair.

Jul 30, 2014
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(via tinyfemme)

Jul 30, 2014
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From the battle song of Thorlinda Haraldsdottir

‘I held at my side the glitterer.

Scratcher of men, daughter of fire
and the hammer, sister of tempering winds. 
In my belly I held a piece of rage
thin as the moon, and it rolled there,
guttering. Then I took it up
and I opened my mouth. My tongue:
a coiled dragon 
born on a windless sea.
I will call you to your grave with it.
Your soul is in your body like a boiled yolk
in a stuck egg, I will pierce it. 
Your brow, a cliff’s cave, shelters you: I will shatter it
and I will not stain 
my golden armlet.
Though your blood scald it,
my sword, raven-beak, burning
hair of a god, will not falter or cease.’

Originally posted here (my old blog).
Jul 29, 2014
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samuel beckett motivational kitten posters are fucking awesome

samuel beckett motivational kitten posters are fucking awesome

(Source: beckittns)

Jul 18, 2014
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in which i let loose my feminist rage all over the interblags:

because religion will never stop finding excuses to police women’s bodies

and no, it doesn’t matter how young you are, as long as you’re female!

Jul 15, 2014
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Jul 13, 2014
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today in brooklyn adventures


I read this poem by H.D., “Garden,” whose second stanza perfectly sums up summer in New York City:


O wind, rend open the heat,   
cut apart the heat,   
rend it to tatters.

Fruit cannot drop   
through this thick air—
fruit cannot fall into heat
that presses up and blunts
the points of pears   
and rounds the grapes.

Cut the heat—
plough through it,
turning it on either side   
of your path.” 

I wandered into a spell-candle emporium around the corner from the apartment I’m moving to in August. There, I found out about the power of the Chuparosa:

There were all sorts of candles, for love, money, curse protection and anything else you can think of… but for some reason - either a mistranslation or a weird attempt at legal protection, they all had “alleged” written on the glass, as in “Alleged Candle For Love Success”…

I am excited for this move.
Jul 12, 2014
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deciding what books to review at lilith magazine

deciding what books to review at lilith magazine

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